Studio of Exhaustion


Clifton Meador


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Readed
the old reading
was a process of self-hypnosis
a voice in your head
that opened a curtain

so your eyes saccade
across strings of odd shapes
mostly grouped in lines
these shapes get processed
in some occult way:
shapes into sounds
sounds into words
and the resulting voice
digs into your thoughts

spooky action at a distance
the dead speaking again

fluent reading
skips the sounds
and saccades reveal
meaning directly into your mind
which is even more orphic
than an echoed voice

this mystic trick
of producing the sounds of
speech through visual forms
has a foggy history
and proceeded incrementally
from some observed coincidences
eye sea ewe

rather suddenly
spelling
became ossified
fixed and rule-driven
spelling used to be an art
not a law and now
auto correct eliminates any
choice

Rathē̆r suddenlī
spellende
becamæ ossifiede
fixede a’d rule-driven
spellende usede bihofþe bæ ain  artificie
nōn-ọ̄ther ain  law a’d now
autī correcÞ eliminateſ anī
choicæ

maybe printing forced
the codification of spelling in english or
maybe it was the protestant reformation or
maybe it was the publication of the bible in english or
maybe it was webster’s speller but

clearly a new technology
to produce
writing did change things and
now spelling bees
enforce english spelling by
making it a sporting moment

correct spelling?
the idea that there could be
one preferred method of representation
is offensive to our
late modernity
there is more than one path
mhore thein wun wai tu riit

the practice of
photography let drawing be
expressive, released from its
work of recording
so drawing became about drawing
leaving a resonant
tension between reading a line
and a line as evidence

there is always something
ominous about new technologies
and a process that captures likeness
in such a facile manner
so filled with amazing detail
raises suspicions and anxiety

so photography isn’t allowed
everywhere, proof of a persistent fear
of the capture of the soul
through technical means

or maybe that prohibition
was evidence of a private anxiety —
we can’t let people see
into everything

like courtroom trials or
like military sites or
any likeness that
threatens profit since
there is only one hammer anymore

but when photography is
prohibited in resolutely public arenas
questions
bloom
who gets to witness what?
and why does drawing seem safer
as a witness?

courtroom artists
attempt a balance between
representation
& the emotional
tenor
of a trial
and the irresistible urge
to make their own marks
the marks themselves become
part of the report

i try to read a
courtroom drawing
to tell me something about a miscreant’s
demeanor
are they afraid
are they repentant
are they lying
there’s one we know is lying
but i am mostly reading
the artist’s hand
dancing around an odd sense
of decoration

the courtroom artist draws
from their  art training
rules for correct form and technique
are tacitly present

the history of art lingers over
a picture of the accused

correct form

what would van gogh
make of donald trump
in the courtroom

and
now
finally
reading

social media and
tiny screens
produce a new language

encoded ideograms
or with invented spellings
a new code
for written language

while autocorrect and ai
anticipate and redirect
writing into fixed regulated forms

a bifurcation into
personal and public
writing and reading

regulated  written english
is drawing before photography
carrying too much weight
the burden of the past &
the prison of formal writing
are mostly uninteresting
to new audiences

so the
new writing
struggles like courtroom sketching

the tensions between
regulated communication
automated enforcement of rules,
and expression
shape the new reading

but the impoverished visual experience
of tiny hand-held screens
limits everything

and a lack of fluent literacy
among many
makes understanding a text
more variable
more contingent
& less determined

this is the new reading
birthing itself from the swamp
of social media
post-alphabetic, post-literary
a visual literacy of images,
symbols that are semiotically
fungible
revealing meanings contingent on context

a writing system for a media-soaked audience
where nothing
means the same thing
twice

this is the new reading
a warm bath but
oily and not quite clean